Stephanie's Blog

Share a song that gets you psyched to exercise.  

If you could connect with one person from your past, who would it be and why?
Submitted by NayNay72.

    Probably Mina. I've been thinking a lot about her lately, though she is a miserable person and because of that was a miserable friend and hurt my feelings, I feel bad about how childishly I reacted. Lately I've grown to be a real nasty bitch and I feel I was sometimes a lot more mature when I wasn't an adult. I think it could be Miami too, because it did give me a lot of attitude. You can't help that living here. Either way it doesn't excuse what I said and my actions. I already apologized for it, but I think I'd like to connect with her one time just to truly express my remorse for what I said and hopefully she'd forgive me, and the animosity between us would be gone. I don't want to be friends again though.

I really need to stop getting sick. I don't think I take terrible care of myself.
Body toughen up, do you hear me! :(

So it started with a UTI, and now I might also have a kidney infection.
I am supposed to be resting a lot and taking it easy. This has led me to take some shifts off, though I am still working probably more than I should. But I can't afford to give away any more shifts than the two I did. And one of those shifts will be to go again and wait to be seen again on Thursday to get my second blood results :( I spent @ the doctor's already $115 jeez. That could've been more money for Israel's birthday. And now I have NO money for it because of the low amount of money I made waiting last week and the money used for the doctor's I was tempted to use the money I had already saved up. Boo. Well I am sure I will have enough money anyway by the time it comes around.

Its raining outside I think, but I am too lazy to get up and really look. I've contented myself with watching a ton of movies instead of making them.

I might miss California just a little

We have separated the weed to see who smokes more.
Though I believe I already know the answer (me), I will update you with results.

Pixie still has not shown up. I'm getting to believe she ran away to die more than some idiot stole her. I hope wherever she's at she is fucking safe and especially happy my poor little fatass cat. My mom suggested that I take in another cat and it might make me feel a little better. I am sure I will want another cat because I LOVE almost all cats, but right now I want Pixie :*(
Maybe Pixie will reincarnate into my next cat. That would be awesome. Pixie is like the best cat ever. Seriously. People that DO NOT like cats liked her. She was the shit. I have the cutest picture of us when we were babies sleeping and I will post it later because it must and will be shared with the public. I wouldn't be surprised if you see just random posts of pictures of Pixie or me randomly speaking of her because I will never be over her. Never. I know this sounds so dramatic but its the truth, she was my baby.

I need to make more money, I need to take care of my teeth situation already jeez.
I was thinking about cocktail waitressing @ a strip club because they make sooooooo much money and all they do is serve drinks and I think when in comparison to my other job, I could handle bringing some drinks. I just cannot handle assholes and thats all strip clubs are full of so therein lies my problem.

I want a little dog now or a Siberian Husky. The only problem is dogs are more expensive than cats are.

Pomeranian

Show us the best thing about your home town.
Submitted by 怒涛の鮫.

Lancaster, CA

What is the meaning behind your birth name?
Submitted by turtlegod.

In Greek it means crown? It means "the crowned one" from what I've always heard so far. Crowned with what I don't know.

I don't know how or precisely when it happened, but the smart little mischievous ball of fur managed to secretly get out, and I woke up the next day without the usual walking on my head and all over my pillow she does to make me get up and feed her and immediately I knew she was trapped somewhere in the house or gone. Unfortunately its turned out to be the latter. Sunday I was in a deep depression, I had to take Xanax not even smoking helps really. Monday I was still out of it, and then I made posters. Right now Israel is posting them up everywhere. He thinks that because Pixie is pretty cute, doesn't travel incognito, and isn't afraid or mean to people that she was probably just prancing down the sidewalk and someone took her. When I first figured out she was gone I searched everywhere all over the neighborhood crying and calling her name. I'm still pretty upset. I don't know why she's doing this to me for. I've never lost anything and I've had her for soooooooo long just to lose her like this. I want to know what happened to her she's my baby and I love her so much and did anything I could to make her happy and I want her back :(

Also, I am not going to school this quarter so no thesis films for me and now I'm graduating later. This is also depressing & not something I want to elaborate on @ this time.

Show us something happy.
Submitted by L33tchica.

    I've decided on something I've always wanted ever since I was young.

Brown Turtle (Taylor)

What was the best thing about your weekend?

THAT ITS OVER!

This weekend was hell @ work. I miss working with Israel.
Vacation is officially over! School started today, but I am still not registered so I must go there tomorrow,
I don't want to go back to school :(
don't want to stressssssssss

Share your theme song.
Submitted by Calley.

Björk - Triumph of a Heart